The best bowl in Portland @ River Pig Saloon

The best bowl in Portland @ River Pig Saloon


River Pig Saloon. Downtown Portland.

River Pig Saloon. Downtown Portland.


Today has been weird. I didn’t wake up until like 2:00 and I had to be at work by 3:00. I was feeling pretty nauseous for the first few hours so I went to the whole body department and they gave me some stuff to help settle my stomach. Work was ok. On my break I finally got to talk to Michael for a little bit. I also got out early tonight.
I’m still really lonely. I haven’t met anyone who has wanted to hang out outside of work. I have Saturday, Sunday, Monday, and Tuesday off.


arcadenation:

Ground Kontrol | Portland, OR

arcadenation:

Ground Kontrol | Portland, OR


So I’ve been working at whole foods in the Pearl for about 3 weeks now. So far I love it. The worst day still had good moments. I have worked with really cool people too. I don’t know all of their names yet, but most people are really nice and super supportive.
I had an appointment with Julianna (my dietician) and Dr. Koeller (my pcp) this morning… I was really nervous to see Julianna because I had not contacted her in over 3 weeks, but it actually turned out to be really helpful. She and I made a few meal plans with some insulin doses. She wants me to see her every week and email her every 3 days to keep myself accountable. She did make me have an ensure and take some insulin during our session, which wasn’t ideal, but I was ok with it. Anyway, she updated Dr. Koeller while I was waiting in between appointments. Dr. Koeller kind of intimidates me, but the more I talked to her, the more comfortable I felt.
I’ve developed weird things like allergies and acne since I’ve moved to Portland, so she gave me some prescriptions and referrals to a few therapists and endocrinologists. I’m hoping that stuff will help… Anyway, I see Dr. Koeller again on Monday.
I was really tired this morning, and I had to be at work at 3:00. Once I got there though I felt a lot more energized. Tonight was the first night I didn’t have to stay until close, so that was nice.
I work again tomorrow at 3:00, and I work with Jess again. It should be good.


sterility:

i won’t forget you but i’m over you now2014

sterility:

i won’t forget you but i’m over you now
2014

(via tales-of-a-beautiful-tragedy)


A lean night…

A lean night…


Hit as fuck

Hit as fuck


New lipstick!

New lipstick!





hoodoothatvoodoo:

English School
'To You'
1915

Most of the romance

hoodoothatvoodoo:

English School

'To You'

1915

Most of the romance


So today was my second day at whole foods. It was good. I developed a crush on this pizza guy. It was cool, I got to stare at him for a few hours.
Ben is really cool. He knows everything so I mostly hang out with him. I also worked with this girl but I don’t remember her name. But she was really helpful and we made jokes. Today was a lot more chill than yesterday. I still don’t have an id number or shoes, but it’s all good.
I have tomorrow off so that will be good. I just don’t know what to do. I kinda just want to drink and smoke all day…
I don’t know…


June 24,2014 at 11:35 pm

I feel as disconnected as ever.
I cling to my phone for communication.
Texting and tweeting.
People skateboarding across the street at this time.
I walk by apartment after apartment blaring The Daily Show or Marc Maron’s latest video…
I just want somebody to look at the sky with me…